being myself..

my hope, my wish ♥ ♥

2009-04-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

I still remembered when sir ask us to do a blog about our subject and now time goes too fast and this will be my last blog for this semester . My last blog is about my wish and my hope about my entire subject that I have taken for this semester. For this semester my target is to get a good GPA and CGPA. Insyaallah. This semester I took 7 subjects that are BEL 311 (English For Academic Purposes), MGT 269 (Business Communication), ECO 211 (Macroeconomics) , CITU 241 (Asas Ekonomi Islam), BMD 101 (Mandrin), QMT 216 (Introduction to Statistic), and HBU 134 (Red Crescent Society III). My entire subjects are very important and I must to score and achieve my target: A for every subject! Maybe it is impossible for me to get all A’s in every single subject but I must try to get it.

BEL 311 is one of the subjects that I take for this semester. Sir Izuan Ismail is teaching me for this subject. For this subject I have to do a lot of works. Sir Izuan loves to give us many kind of work. I think he wants all his students to get better in English. One of his works is every week we must do an essay and publish to our blog. I think it already 10 essays that we already done. I want to thank to Sir Izuan because before this I don’t know how to do a blog until you teach me on how to do a blog. Besides, he taught us on how to do a citation for my term paper. Actually I really don’t know about the citation but sir, Aina and Fara always teach me and also I ask my friend from DIIM course to teach me about citation. For my outline and my first draft I choose Global Warming. For my final draft Sir Izuan decides to do with partner and I choose Salbiah for my partner. I also have speaking practice for every Thursday at meeting room. As usual Aina and Fara will be my group speaking. Next week will be my last speaking and I really hope that I can do the best. My hope for this subject for sure I want to get A. I learn many things when sir teaches me and hope it can improve my English not even for my final but also for my future.

Besides that, the subject that I have taken in this part is MGT 269. Sir Ahmad Kamil was taught me for this subject. 30% of our marks is comes from our final exam and the others 70% is comer from our assessments. For this subject I have so many presentations, I have to attend an interview, mock meeting, do a proposal and report. For my meeting I got a problem which I lack of confidence. But thanks to Aina that give me encouragement and some advice. For my interview I choose Marketing for my job and my sister which is Marketing student in UiTM always support me and guess what for the first time I wear blazer for my meeting and interview. Before this I don’t have any blazer and I must wear heel and formal uniform and I think it is good for us so that we will know the real life when we want to find a job. I hope that I will get a good assessment marks and also I can perform the best for my final.

ECO 211 is also one of the subjects that I have taken for this semester and also this is my favorite subject. Madam Zuraidah Ismail is teaching me this subject. My entire test and my quizzes already done but I still don’t get any result for my test and my quizzes. At first I really don’t understand what actually madam teaches me especially for the first and second chapter. But I try to study first before go to the class. A bit disappointed about my quizzes because I think it is hard for me plus sometimes I am so confuse about this subject. For my test I am so worried whether I get a good result or not. For my final I must work hard and double up my effort so that I will get better result for my ECO 211.

I also take CITU 241 and for this semester Ustaz Kamarulzaman is teaching us for this subject. So far we already done a quiz and a presentation and Alhamdulillah my group, Aina, Fara and me get full marks for our presentation. At first I so scare because I must present less than 6 minutes and cannot bring any notes for my presentation. For the first time my presentation start from 8.30 p.m. until 11.30 p.m. Next week on Wednesday I have a test. Even it is holiday because of Sultan Johor’s birthday but ustaz say that we don’t have any time except that day. A is my target and I hope I can achieve it.

In addition, I also have to take BMD 101. At the early of semester, I have to decide whether wants to take Arabic or Mandarin. Lastly, I decide wants to take Mandarin because I am interested to learn Mandarin plus I want to learn a new thing. Lim laoshi is teaching us for this subject and he is really funny when he teaches me. For this subject we don’t have any final paper. All depends on assessment mark. I also have a lot of works because of there are no final paper. I have a speaking test for two times, listening test also for two times, writing test and lastly I must do a video base on what I learn for this semester. Actually it’s really funny when pronouns the mandarin words. Sometimes it is difficult for me even though I try how many times. Maybe it is new for me to learn. Same goes for this subject that I hope and wish to get A for this subject.

Then, I have take QMT 216 in this semester. Miss Nor Zarina Johari teaching me for this subject. So far I have done all the quizzes and my test but I really disappointed with that marks. Sometimes I don’t understand about this subject but my big mistake I don’t ask to the lecturer after class and after next class I forgot what to ask the question that I don’t know. Now I realize it and my strategy I want to go to her room personally and I want to ask the question that I don’t know. I think it is not too late for me to do so. I still have time before final. I also want to do a group study. Any sub-topic that I think I am weak, I will ask my friends and try to solve it together. I hope that I will get a better result for this subject. Insyaallah…

Last but not least, is my curriculum subject, Red Crescent Society which I take this curriculum since I am part one. Dr Halim is teaching me for this subject. So far I got lots of knowledge on how to safe a person when in trouble such as CPR and so on. I also have a practical every Thursday at Penawar. Some of activities that I involve in Red Crescent Society are OPKIM at KG Bunga Raya, Segamat. Our programmer is teach a resident in KG.Bunga Raya on how to safe their family or friends. A lot of activities that I think interesting such as Sukaneka, pantomime, gotong-royong and also we invited Ustaz Kamarulzaman to give a talk about Gaza in Palestine. My final for this subject is around the corner; at April 11 and this is a last semester for me in this curriculum. I hope I will get A for this subject.

1 week left for the real final. My first paper is on 21^st of April that is CITU 241 paper at 9a.m. - 11 a.m. On April 24^this BELL 311 papers at 2.45p.m. – 5.45p.m. On 28^th of April is ECO 211 at 2.15p.m. – 5.15p.m. On 4^th of March is my QMT 216 at 2.15p.m. – 5.15p.m. And my last paper on 8^th of March is my MGT 269 paper at 2.45p.m. – 4.45p.m. I hope I will achieve my goal!! Pray for my success and also we pray for our success. To all my lecturers, Sir Izuan, Sir Ahmad Kamil, Madam Zuraidah, Ustaz Kamarulzaman, Lim laoshi, Miss Zarina and Dr. Halim thanks for everything and halalkan apa yang diajar sepanjang sem ini. To my beloved friends Aina and Fara thanks for being a good friend and thanks for all your support and to my entire classmate thanks you so much even this is the first time I change my class but frankly I really enjoy with all of you. Best of luck for your final. Together we pray for our success. CHAIYOK2!!! =)

my first album: I'll Loving You Long Time

2009-03-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

My first album is “I'll Loving You Long Time." My concept is ballade and I like this concept because it is a soft and sentimental song. This song also is about L.O.V.E. I really hope you will enjoy my song. My tract list are:

· BETTER IN TIME
· MY ALL
· LUCKY
· T-SHIRT
· BYE-BYE
· ANGEL
· LOVE STORY
· I LOVE YOU
· ALL I NEED
· BE WITHOUT YOU

· BETTER IN TIME
It’s been the longest winter without her boyfriend and she didn’t know where to turn to. See somehow she can’t forget her boyfriend after all that been through. It’s going to hurt when it heals. She really loves her boyfriend and smiles all the time. But that’s the past and her know that time will heal it.

· MY ALL
She’s thinking about someone. In her sleepless solitude tonight, she says “if it’s wrong to love you, then my heart just won’t let me be right because I’ve drowned in you and I won’t pull through without you by my side.” Actually she can’t live without a person that she loves.

· LUCKY
She so lucky because she a star and famous person. But deep in her heart she so lonely. Everyday she cries and cries. No one else can’t understand what her feeling right now and what actually she wants.

· T-SHIRT
Actually this song is about a girl that misses her boy when her boy is far away. This is a teenager love story. When she misses her boy she will dress up a t-shirt.

· BYE-BYE
This song about the people who lost somebody especially the guy that his or her really close. This song is dedicated to a sadness person.

· ANGEL
This song is about Romeo and Juliet. Their families can’t divide them. Like the tallest mountain or the widest sea, nothing’s big enough to hide them. When they make love, it’s overwhelming. The Romeo just tough the heavens and say’s you are an angel.

· LOVE STORY
This song is about a princess that was naïve. She had so many dreams about herself and her prince. She hopes for happy ending.

· I LOVE YOU
This song is about a love. I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you. I should made my move when you looked in my eyes because by now I know that you feels the way that I do and I whisper these words “I love you” as you lie by my side.

· ALL I NEED
This song is about a person that they need is the air that breathe and a place for rest their head. It is more than release their tension with crowded life.

·BE WITHOUT YOU
Yes! My love is only your love. I always stay good or bad, right or wrong. Now if you are down on love or don’t believe our love than I will return back your love.

14th MARCH 2008, 3.00 A.M.

2009-03-23T23:33:00.000-07:00

The date of 14th March 2008 is always in my mind. If I am alone, I will think about that. Even through it is almost 1 year ago, but it is still fresh in my mind and I will never forget about that.

Do you believe that ghost is existing???? If you ask me than I will say yes, yes and yes!!! Why I say like that because it is happen on me. I stay at Mutiara college and it is an old college which I think when UiTM Segamat is opened, my college is one of the colleges that open same age with Uitm Segamat. I also heard a lot of ghost story in my college. I just heard it without said nothing. I just keep silent but deep in my heart I am so scared. I wish that it could not happen to me but all my expectation is wrong.

Last two semesters, when final exam is coming almost every day I stay up until 4 a.m. or 5 a.m. This is because I want to focus on my study and I think I comfort when stay up at night because it is silent time. This horror incident happens at 14th March 2008 at 3 am and it happens to me!!!

I slept at 8pm and by 10pm I’ll woke up to study. At that night I feel so weird. I don’t know why maybe it just my feeling because today my friend did not stay up together with me because she did not have any paper. As usual I’ll study in front of my windows because my table studies in front of the windows. I started study at 12 a.m. and break at 1.30 a.m. By 2 a.m. I continued my study. At that time all my roommates already sleep. I still remember I do my Marketing revision and do some past semester paper. When I study suddenly I heard voice that sings a song. I am so weird because it almost 3 a.m. and I don’t think so there are any people who sing a song. At first I just ignore because it maybe my feeling. But suddenly I heard that voice clearly. Oh god!!! Who sing a song at 3 am??? Than I try to dare to open the windows and guess what I see a big thing that very scary with a long hair and it is very ugly. That thing smile to me! Oh god I can’t believe it!!! Am I dreaming??? I slap my face how many times and it still appears in front of me. I quickly close the curtain and run to my roommate’s bed and sleep beside her.

In the morning, I feel so sick. My roommate, Ika shock because I sleep beside her and grasp her hand very tight for a long night. She asks me how many time what happen to me last night but I just keep my silent. Actually I really scare to story the bad thing that happens to me last night. Ika send me to Penawar and doctor tells us that I am a bad fever… I sick almost 1 week.

From that incident, I never sleep over 12 a.m. I will sleep before 12 a.m. if I have a lot of work or assignments to do I will ask my roommate to accompany me and stay up together with me. Every night when I remember that horror night I feel so scare. I pray to God that it will not happen to me anymore. Until now my roommates did not know what happen to me that night….

Mr. Right

2009-02-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

Acts of Love

I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,

or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:

I love you as one loves certain obscure things,

secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries

the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,

and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose

from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,

I love you directly without problems or pride:

I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,

except in this form in which I am not nor are you,

so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,

so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

Polite: I want my partner to be polite with my family, my friends and me. It is very important so that he will respect me.

Educated: Nowadays, education or brilliant is very important. My partner must be much better than me. It is because if he is good in study, he will guide me.

Responsibility: My partner should take care of me. He should protect me in many ways. So I’ll safe beside his.

Lover: My partner should love me more than I do. This is because if he loves me, he will do anything and will always care about me. He will never betray me.

Good listener: I want my partner be a very good listener. If I got a problem, he always beside me. Give some advice and calm me.

Patient: He must be patient with my behavior and my attitude. Sometimes I am very bad mood and feel like want to scold him. Sometimes I want to cry with any reason. I have many feelings especially when I in period time.

Friendly: He must be friendly with my family and my friends. My family and my friends are very important for me. Without them, my life is empty. So when he closes to my family and my friends, automatically he actually close with me in silence way.

Loyalty: I think loyalty is very important in the relationship. I really hate a person who are hypocrite, a person who pretend to have moral standards or act like he is good but he do not actually have.

Talkative: Actually I am not a talkative person. So I want my partner be opposite than me. So my relationship with my partner will be cheerful with his talker and his laughter.

Happy: I want my partner always make me happy. I wish that it could be so sweet when he makes me happy all the time. No more tears……

MY CRAZY ROOMMATE =)

2009-02-07T10:24:00.000-08:00

My first impression when I came to this room (college Mutiara at room 241) I am so afraid I got a hot temper and snobbish roommate. I think many bad think about my roommate till I can’t sleep. My roommate has same age with me and another two are my senior. There are Kak Azie, Kak Fae and Ika. I have a lot of story I wanna share with all of you about my roommate since I am Part one till now I am here in Part three.

First is my leader or master mind in this room. Nur Hazirah bte Seth as know as Kak Azie. She is now in a last semester taking diploma in Analysis Investment. She is my bunk bed sister for the 3 semester. Kak Azie is really soft spoken person. She such as my mum that really care about me and other roommate. Sometimes I feel so sad because this is the last semester and I think after this Kak fae will bully me. (Kak Fae is one of my roommates too). But I think she didn’t like me too much. My deep heart always said like that. Maybe I came from JB and she thinks my life is too social. Actually she is from Batu Pahat. Sometimes I feel so sad because people always think negative about me even though I do nothing to them and I really don’t know what they want to me. I hear that she talk too much about me to her friends and also to my roommate. I hope and wish that 1 day she will changes her mind and thinks positive because I am not a perfect person. I hope if she didn’t like me just straight to the point don’t say behind of me. If I am wrong I’ll change it. I love her like my sister and I hope we can happy just like before.

Next is Nur Faezah bte Muhammed Noh as know as Kak fae. She is now in a part 5 taking diploma in Banking. She from Kota Tinggi, Johore. She is a commander in JPA at UiTM. At first I think she is a hot temper person because of her title of commander but I am totally wrong. Actually she is a crazy and always makes trouble at this room. She is sense of humour person. She has her very own brand of humour. She loves make us laugh with her silly joke. If I am out of mood or in a bad mood I can laugh automatically when she make a silly joke.

Lastly is Nurul Atiqah bte Ismail as know as Ika or Titi. She is a same age with me and now in part 2 taking diploma in Analysis Investment. Came from Batu Pahat and I think she is a typical Batu Pahat because of Jawa dialect. Sometimes I feel funny because of that slang and now I know a bit of dialect in Jawa. Heheh. She is also sense of humour person. She always makes me laugh and keep us happy all the time. She is a kind person. I can share anything or any problems with her. When I am in trouble she will try to solve it and always beside me.

That all about my roommate and I really love both all of them. I hope that we will friends forever no matter what. To Kak Azie, Good Luck for the last semester in Uitm. Wish you success in your future life. To Kak Fae and Ika stay cool and always be carzy. Hope to see you guy in the next semester.

10 FACTS ABOUT MYSELF

2009-02-02T05:08:00.000-08:00

my sweet bed ;)

1) Scared about freaky cat

I am so allergic with a cat’s fur. When I go to the restaurant whether with friends or my family than suddenly I saw a cat, automatically I become an electric person. I cannot drink, eat or do anything. My friends always laugh to me. When I saw a cat, I run away from my table and people around me weird with my bad manner. If the cat is too many I will move to another table or get out to the restaurant. But at last, my stomach will sing a rock song. ( mood: I am so hungry. ) pity me!!

2) I LOVE to eat but I HATE to cook

I love to eat seafood, junk food, fruit, sweet, chocolate and etc but I hate to cook. It is more than I don’t know how to cook. My mum and my sister always scold me. They say that girl should know how to cook. If let say one day I get married, first thing and a very important I must do is… COOKING! Guess what?? I failed to cook nugget ( a very simple foods/meals ) I will count 1,2,3,4…. until 50 than I will pick up the nugget. My sister always say that I am crazy.

3) Sleep… sleep… sleeping

Sleeping is the top of my hobby. I can sleep 24 hour without wake up. Monday until Friday I will make sure I must sleep at least 8 hours. My routine life is very busy, if I have a classes, no matter what I must complete my sleep. If I sleep less than 8 hours, I think my life is meaningless. My lunch hour at 12pm until 2 pm and I will make sure I must sleep even supposedly that time I must lunch to give an energy. If I have to choose whether to sleep or eat, I prefer to sleep!

4) Addicted with myspace and YM

I love to chat and addicted to online. I must online at least once or twice a day. No matter how busy I am, I will make sure that I am online using my celcom broadband. Even sometimes I think I waste my time but it is about our satisfaction. I can find my old friend at myspace and I also can find my pen-pals study at Texas, Australia and Ireland through my ym.

5) Sick =(

I always sick. I just remembered at my first week at UiTM, for your information for the whole week I always sick ( fever, flu, cough ) again and again. I just can’t imaging how I want to survive my life here. I think for each semester, at least 10 times I were sick. Maybe my antibody is not too strong. My roommates say that I am a medicament. They say like that because all kind of medication especially panadol I will keep it in my box.

6) My poor license

I get a license but I can’t drive. I try and try to improve my driving but I feel tired. Sometimes I am so give up. In a month of May, I will get a full license. I am so worry about my scaring to drive. My dad said if I can drive, he will buy me a new car. I wish that one day I can drive and bring my family to anywhere without scare.

7) Crying like a baby

People cannot scold me! I am a sensitive person. My family especially my mum know my heart is very sensitive. Sometimes I think people can’t understand me.
If I feel like want to cry, I will cry so after that I will be fine. Sometimes I cry till I sleeping… zzZzZzzz…

8) Lollipop

I love to eat lollipop. It is just nice and sweet for me. Everyday I will eat at least one of the lollipop. My friends always give me a lollipop when they hangout. Everywhere I go, I will buy a pack with full of lollipop. At my table study, I have a colorful of lollipop, red, blue, pink, green and etc. It is so sweet and I really love it!!!

9) My own brand

I wish that one day if I become a very successful business woman and get a lot of money, I want to design my own brand. For example, for handbag, dress and perfume I think three of them are more than enough. I want to be like Paris Hilton. She has her own brand!

10 ) My day dreaming

I love to dream. Even sometimes at my classes I will lose for what the lecturer is saying and think of my home, my dress, my bed.. zZZzZzzzz.. sleeping.. Everyday I think I will dream anything in my mind when I was sleep at night. I will dream of my sweet home, my mum and my twin (not all in my family) and my big bear. But people say that if someone always dream it can make us short life and it make me so scared!

MY D3B2 CLASSMATES

2009-02-01T21:36:00.000-08:00

This is my first time I joined D3B2 class because before this I am from B1. Actually I do not know too much about them but i will try to make a good friend to all of you. I hope i can make many friend as i can at class D3B2. Here I come and write about my NEW FRIEND AND MY D3B2 CLASSMATES! Hope you guys will enjoy it.. =)

*AL-AMIRUL*~ He is very kind person. I know he for this semester because he is transfer from UiTM Merbok, Kedah. Since I in same group with him at MGT 269, I become close to he and he is very co-operation person. I call he “adik” because he is younger than me.

*ASHRAF*~ First impression when I look he looks like Ally Iskandar. But after second time I look him, he just a nice guy. He like to smile to everyone and I think he very cute guy. Heheh.. ;p

*AZHAR*~ He is a tall guy in my class. I think he is very funny because he love to make a joke and make us laugh and laugh. He very close with Nasri because everywhere I go, I saw they together no matter what.

*Khalid*~ He is my class rep. He is very responsible person and very kind to us. He is close with Shida and I think there are loving couple in my class because they always together whether in presentation, seat together at my class and many more and all TOGETHER!!

*NASRI*~ He is Sood as know as Azhar best friend. He is very different with Sood, Sood is very funny person but he is very quiet person. I have never talk to him after almost two month I same class with him. I hope one day he will open his mouth and talk to me.

*SYAHRUL NIZAM*~ Same goes by Syahrul Nizam, he is very quiet person and I never speak to him before. Actually I don’t know about him but I just guess about him and also hope before at the end of this semester, we can talk each other.

*FAEZAH*~ She is very nice girl. She is very talk active person. Outside of class I saw her with her friends and always laugh and laugh. Maybe she is very friendly person.

*RADIYAH and SALWA*~ They are twins in my class. At first, I really confuse whether it is Radiyah or Salwa but after I saw they many time in class than I can know or detect whether it is Radiyah or Salwa. Both of you are really different character, Radiyah is a soft spoken but Salwa is a talk active person and very friendly person. They also very cute and I really love to look both of you.

*ATIKAH*~ I call her ika. I am not too close with her so I didn’t know too much about her. Maybe she is a soft person. I saw her at class and I guess she is very hardworking person.

*FARAH IRMA*~ She is a small and very cute person at my class. Her long hair reminds me about my old friend, Viviany. She is a talk active person and always make joke to us.

*AIZA ZALEHA*~ Actually I don’t know too much about her because we didn’t talk each other even though we are in the same class. This is the first time I saw her because before this I in D2B1 group. But I think she is a polite person.

*SHIELA*~ She is a soft spoken person and also very quite at class. I don’t talk too much when I meet her. Her best friend are Huda and Farahin.

*HALIMATUS SA’ADIAH*~ I call her Ima. She is very kind person. I saw her, when her friend got a problems, she will help and try to solve it. She is a nice girl actually.

*AZIERAH*~ Azierah was a best friend of Ziera. They always together in what they do like presentation and assignment. She is a good friend and she loves to smile to us. I also like to see her presentation because of her confident.

*ERNIE SYAFFIQA*~ Ernie was a best friend of Ain in class and outside of class. I know her since part one because we are same class before this and plus her college very near with me. She is very very soft person. She also humble and kind to us. When I got a problems or else, she cares about me. Thanks Ernie!

*SUHAIDA*~ I called her Sue in class. I’m not closer with her in class so I don’t know how to tell about her. I look she’s very focuses in class and I hope she will be success in whatever she do in her life and her study.

*NUR HAZLIN*~ She is very happy-go-lucky person. Around her friends, she loves make a joke and I think she also a talk active person.

*NIK NUR ATIKAH*~ She is Sal’s best friend. Everywhere they go always together. She is a nice girl and also cute for me.

*SITI NADZIRAH*~ She is a hardworking student and no wonder she gots a Dean List for last semester. Congratulation! I wish and hope for this semester she will get a Dean List.

*SALBIAH*~ She loves to smile because she has a beautiful teeth. She is a humble person. She is a same area with me at Johore Bahru. Sometimes I go back to my hometown together with her. She is also a friendly person.

*NURUL HUDA*~ She is a kind person and very soft spoken. When lecturer is not around, I talk to her about anything. I hope one day I’ll be close to her.

*SYARIFAH AINAA MARDIYAAH*~ I call her ‘APEX’. She is a nice person. I know her since I am part one. At my class, I only close with Apek and Fara. She is very hardworking person and loves to ask a question that she did not know to our lecturer. She is humble to anyone, kind to us and mostly friendly person. If I have a problems whether in my subject or personal problems, she’s the one who care about me. I am so lucky to have a friend like you Apek!

*NUR SHAHIDA*~ She is nice for me. She loves to help friends in our classes. She is also a friendly person and I do like her cute smile. =)

*SITI FARAHIYAH*~ She is my best friend same as Apek. We always together whether in doing assignment, presentation or anything. We share too many thing together. Actually she is from UiTM Kelantan and she transfer here since part two. She also very humble and kind of humour and sweetest girl. I hope our friendship everlasting forever.
* NUR FARAHAIN*~ Actually I do not know too much about her but I guess she is a caring friend to who are closed to her. She likes to help person when in trouble.

*NURUL ASYIKIN*~ I call her keen. I am not too closer with her because this is the first semester I saw her. But I guess she is very funny girl and also a talk active person. She loves to talk. She also very friendly person. ^^,

*RAJA NUR RAHIFAH*~ She is a Asyikin’s best friend. Whatever she goes and do anything, she will do with Asyikin. Same goes of Asyikin, she is a talk active person and friendly person too.

*NURUL AIN*~ Ain is a funny person. She loves to make a joke and make us a big laugh. She also nice person and love to make a new friend like me.

*MUINUDDIN*~Last but not least is Muinuddin. Actually I do not know he too much but I think he is a quiet person. He is a simple guy.

SUBJECT OH SUBJECTS………

2009-01-17T18:33:00.000-08:00

This is my third semester and I am taking Diploma In Business Studies at UiTM Johor. In my third semester, I’ll take around seven subjects such as BEL 311 (English for Academic Purpose), MGT 269 (Business Communication), BMD 101 (Mandarin), ECO 211 (Macro Economy) QMT 216 (Statistic), CTU 241 (Fundamental of Islamic Economics) and lastly, is my co-curriculum HBU 134 (Red Crescent Society). I think most of subjects taken for this semester are very hard especially when every single of it have a lot of assignment and presentation. Although I am very busy for this semester but I think that I can score most of the subject because the total credit for this semester is 18 credit hours.

For others information, I dislike reading, for me it is boring and irritating. I though I’ll never get any reading and memorizing subject for this semester because, last semester I really suffer with Marketing subject. Every test that I have taken I always failed and for my final I really struggle to make it past and finally I got B for the Marketing subject. Thank God! ”Alhamdullillah”, get back to my reading subject, for this semester I am taking MGT 269 (Business Communication). This assessment is 60 % and my final 40 %. My credit hour for this subject is three credit hours. My lecturer is Mr. Ahmad Kamil. He wearing a sunglasses and he also a very straight person. I remembered at his first mess lecturer, he said that he will make sure that each classes that he teaching, at least 5 person will fail to his paper. I really worried about the statement! hopefully I not one of the fail listed. For this subject I have a lot of assessment including a report, proposal, interview and a presentation also. I’ll try my best to make he feels satisfied with all my work done.

My next subject is CTU 241 (Fundamental of Islamic Economics). The lecturer is Ustaz Kamarulzaman Sulaiman. He is very soft person and always make me feel free when I look at his face. He just look likes my father who always gives an advices to her daughter. For this subject it is only two credit hours and then, for my assessment is 40% and final is 60%. I hope for this semester I will get A+ because almost two semester I only get B. I really disappointed that I could not achieve my target.

I love this subject very much since I was in secondary school. Moreover QMT 216 (Statistic) is calculation subject which will not make me feel bored and sleepy during study. Luckily, I am genius in calculation. But unfortunately, I am sorry to say to Miss Norzarina Johari because I am not feeling comfortable with you. I not hate you Miss Norzarina but how the way that you teaching us in the classes was truly annoying me. You always mad at your student when they ask some question that you think was very easy, and you teach us as fast as lightning even though we all not understanding what are you teaching about. For the genius they don’t care about it. But pity to the other students. But whatever is it, I hope I will strike for A+ of this subject. Yeah!! Go girl!!!!

Nowadays, for this semester there are a lots of job that I must be settle on due date including the assignment for the BEL 311 (English for Academic Purpose). It make me feel so stress. Every night I must to stay up to settle down all of my assignment. Now I look alike getting older than my age. After I finished and submit all of my assignment I want to pay back my sleep. For Mr. Mohd Izuan Ismail please lead us to be more fluent in speaking. Thanks! For my first impression you look so arrogant and cute too! For this subject there are 60% for the assessment include outline 10%, first draft 10%, final draft 20%, discussion 20% and 40% for final examination. BEL 311 takes three credit hours, so I have to attend the class without any excuses. I wish to my lovely lecturer Mr. Izuan please smile to us more politely because you didn’t replay back our smile to you. You will looks more handsome when you will able to smile frequently. Did you know smile is the best medicine to live happily ever and after. So say cheese!! Not kaju sir, I mean cheese..

This is my first time I learn Mandarin. It is difficult for me to learn that things, but after for 2 weeks I find it easy to learn. My mandarin subject (BMD101) is very interesting. Lim Yoon Chong or we called “Laoshi” is the mandarin lecturer that I think very funny. He is so cute plus his attitude makes me feel want to laugh. I try to understand for the each words that he said even though sometimes I didn’t understand anything. For this subject there are 70% assessment and only 30% for final, its takes two credit hour. I wish in the end of this semester, I can speak well in mandarin so I can talk to Chinese people very well.

I don’t have any class every Friday but I understand that for this semester I must to stay up at UiTM. Every Friday at 5pm until 7pm I have a co-curriculum subject. I took Red Crescent Society (HBU134). It is only one credit hour. I call my lecturer ‘Cikgu Halim.’ He is a mankind and really understanding person. He also a doctor at Penawar. He wearing a sunglasses and had small body structure. For your information, it would be my last semester for taking co-curriculum subject.

Every single of my subject I have to score no matter what happen. I want to get dean list (DL) for this semester. I wish that I could achieve it and get a flying colour. I must to study hard and score for final examination paper. Chaiyok2 zaty.. =)

ME, MYSELF, AND I

2009-01-17T18:23:00.000-08:00

First and foremost I would like to introduce myself, my name is Nurul Izzati Bte Hisamuddin. Normally peoples call me Zaty, my family call me Atie and my wingmate at UiTM call me zaza. I don’t care what ever people want to call me as long as I happy and proud of my name because I think my parent give the best name to me and it’s really meaningful. There are a lot of story about myself and sometimes when I flash back it was really funny to remainds.

Firstly, about my characteristic that I think I really confuse about myself. Sometimes I am little bit clumsy, especially when to prepare of my presentation or when I got a lot of works. Occasionally, when I am driving I also clumsy and it’s really dangerous to me and others in side of the car. My family and friends always admonish me about my clumsy characteristic. I am very goods person if that person very kind to me, otherwise I can be an evil to that person who’s make a trouble to me and towards my beloved. I am somewhat talkative person to who are really close to me, but I am little bit shy for the first meet up. I also friendly and love to make a friends as many as I can. My friends always said that I was not an independent man and I realize about it. I can not be unaccompanied especially at while waiting a bus at bus stop. I need someone to accompany me, if not I will cry like a child. All things that I want to do must be together with my friends. These are my characteristics that my friends list up for me but I don’t know whether is it true or not ; happy go lucky, polite, talkative, a very sensitive person, caring each others, outspoken, good listener, persuasive, love to waste time, loving and many more.

Secondly, I want to share about a person that I really love is my house hold of family. My family is my everything and my priority. I came from a big family. My father’s name is Hisamuddin bin Mohammed. My mother’s name is Nik Mahani bte Nik Man. I have 4 brothers and 4 sisters. My little brother are a twin and I really love both of them. Everything that they want, I will try to buy it even though I don’t have enough money to buy it. When I was far away from my twin, I always miss them so much, and I will make a call to my mother for just want to hear their voices. I am not too close with my father because of sometimes, I think that he did not care about their children anymore. I knew that he was a very busy businessman. His business is most important than everything. I think deep in his heart, he always take care of his child, but he didn’t want to show it out. My mother also who’s the one that always support of my backbone. She is the best and must be one of the perfect man in this universe. She is my inspiration, my soul and my role model too. If I got any problem, she’ll always besides me, comes to support me and gives some relevant advises. I will tell her all of story about me and I really close with she. Mum!! I love you so much for ever and ever!!! You are the best mum in this world. Without you, I don’t think I can survive along the way of my life. The next person that I actually close is my sister. We have a same attitude and sometimes we are really crazy about what we want to do and I think she is like my twin. She was studying at the same place with me,where in UiTM Johor which she takes in a bachelor in Marketing. Sometimes when I got any problem, besides mother, she also will be there for helps and support me.

Besides my family, my friends and honestly my boyfriend also the person that I really close. For surely must be close,because he is my boyfriend, I think it is a normal life for the human being to love and want to be love with someone. At UiTM, I really close with Fara and Apek. They are my inspiration and always motivate about my study. Moreover, I also close with my wingmate, Sya, Sofea, Jo and Mas. We often stick together either, laughing, crying, and enjoying. I really love all of you. The next special person is my boyfriend, Sham. He makes my life totally change everything after I broke off with my ex-boyfriend. I also love him so much. He are a very kind person, always take care of me, and willing protect me even though he was far away from me. His is study at UTM, Semarak taking in Civil Engineering. He is my inspiration because he is the best student of his courses.

I think it were more than enough to know about myself. I really hope that happiness will always come to my life. I really appreciate for what will happen to me if that is a God faith. I hope and wish that all of my dreams to successful in my life will come true for one day. Amin….

my destiny..my journey..

2009-01-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

Today, I learn a new song, Breathe Again by Juwita Suwito. The song remind me about my life in UiTM Johor. First week in UiTM Johor, I feel that I want to die because of an orientation and a lots of activity. I must be independent without my lovely family and my old friends. I don’t have any friends here and mostly I must sacrifice everything when I in UiTM Johor. At a first week also, I think I am a bad homesick. I always crying like a little child. I always sick and I really don’t know what suppose I do.

After a week I realize that I must start my new life at UiTM Johor. I must change my mentality and always think positive. I must look forward because this is for my future life. I try to make as many friend as I can. I enjoy being apart of UiTM Johor’s student. I think UiTM Johor is the best way for me to study because this place is more peaceful and less of bad influence. The most important things, I must change myself to be a positive thinker and must put together all the life combination, the laugh, cry, happy, sad and all together.

My hope and wish that I can achieve with flying colour in every subject and can get a very good result. I really hope that I can grad with my certificate of diploma in business study and can continue with my degree in Economic. I really hope my happiness in UiTM Johor will be ever lasting because happiness is a positive emotion that keeps sickness at bay and makes life worth living.