my hope, my wish ♥ ♥

I still remembered when sir ask us to do a blog about our subject and now time goes too fast and this will be my last blog for this semester . My last blog is about my wish and my hope about my entire subject that I have taken for this semester. For this semester my target is to get a good GPA and CGPA. Insyaallah. This semester I took 7 subjects that are BEL 311 (English For Academic Purposes), MGT 269 (Business Communication), ECO 211 (Macroeconomics) , CITU 241 (Asas Ekonomi Islam), BMD 101 (Mandrin), QMT 216 (Introduction to Statistic), and HBU 134 (Red Crescent Society III). My entire subjects are very important and I must to score and achieve my target: A for every subject! Maybe it is impossible for me to get all A’s in every single subject but I must try to get it.

BEL 311 is one of the subjects that I take for this semester. Sir Izuan Ismail is teaching me for this subject. For this subject I have to do a lot of works. Sir Izuan loves to give us many kind of work. I think he wants all his students to get better in English. One of his works is every week we must do an essay and publish to our blog. I think it already 10 essays that we already done. I want to thank to Sir Izuan because before this I don’t know how to do a blog until you teach me on how to do a blog. Besides, he taught us on how to do a citation for my term paper. Actually I really don’t know about the citation but sir, Aina and Fara always teach me and also I ask my friend from DIIM course to teach me about citation. For my outline and my first draft I choose Global Warming. For my final draft Sir Izuan decides to do with partner and I choose Salbiah for my partner. I also have speaking practice for every Thursday at meeting room. As usual Aina and Fara will be my group speaking. Next week will be my last speaking and I really hope that I can do the best. My hope for this subject for sure I want to get A. I learn many things when sir teaches me and hope it can improve my English not even for my final but also for my future.

Besides that, the subject that I have taken in this part is MGT 269. Sir Ahmad Kamil was taught me for this subject. 30% of our marks is comes from our final exam and the others 70% is comer from our assessments. For this subject I have so many presentations, I have to attend an interview, mock meeting, do a proposal and report. For my meeting I got a problem which I lack of confidence. But thanks to Aina that give me encouragement and some advice. For my interview I choose Marketing for my job and my sister which is Marketing student in UiTM always support me and guess what for the first time I wear blazer for my meeting and interview. Before this I don’t have any blazer and I must wear heel and formal uniform and I think it is good for us so that we will know the real life when we want to find a job. I hope that I will get a good assessment marks and also I can perform the best for my final.

ECO 211 is also one of the subjects that I have taken for this semester and also this is my favorite subject. Madam Zuraidah Ismail is teaching me this subject. My entire test and my quizzes already done but I still don’t get any result for my test and my quizzes. At first I really don’t understand what actually madam teaches me especially for the first and second chapter. But I try to study first before go to the class. A bit disappointed about my quizzes because I think it is hard for me plus sometimes I am so confuse about this subject. For my test I am so worried whether I get a good result or not. For my final I must work hard and double up my effort so that I will get better result for my ECO 211.

I also take CITU 241 and for this semester Ustaz Kamarulzaman is teaching us for this subject. So far we already done a quiz and a presentation and Alhamdulillah my group, Aina, Fara and me get full marks for our presentation. At first I so scare because I must present less than 6 minutes and cannot bring any notes for my presentation. For the first time my presentation start from 8.30 p.m. until 11.30 p.m. Next week on Wednesday I have a test. Even it is holiday because of Sultan Johor’s birthday but ustaz say that we don’t have any time except that day. A is my target and I hope I can achieve it.

In addition, I also have to take BMD 101. At the early of semester, I have to decide whether wants to take Arabic or Mandarin. Lastly, I decide wants to take Mandarin because I am interested to learn Mandarin plus I want to learn a new thing. Lim laoshi is teaching us for this subject and he is really funny when he teaches me. For this subject we don’t have any final paper. All depends on assessment mark. I also have a lot of works because of there are no final paper. I have a speaking test for two times, listening test also for two times, writing test and lastly I must do a video base on what I learn for this semester. Actually it’s really funny when pronouns the mandarin words. Sometimes it is difficult for me even though I try how many times. Maybe it is new for me to learn. Same goes for this subject that I hope and wish to get A for this subject.

Then, I have take QMT 216 in this semester. Miss Nor Zarina Johari teaching me for this subject. So far I have done all the quizzes and my test but I really disappointed with that marks. Sometimes I don’t understand about this subject but my big mistake I don’t ask to the lecturer after class and after next class I forgot what to ask the question that I don’t know. Now I realize it and my strategy I want to go to her room personally and I want to ask the question that I don’t know. I think it is not too late for me to do so. I still have time before final. I also want to do a group study. Any sub-topic that I think I am weak, I will ask my friends and try to solve it together. I hope that I will get a better result for this subject. Insyaallah…

Last but not least, is my curriculum subject, Red Crescent Society which I take this curriculum since I am part one. Dr Halim is teaching me for this subject. So far I got lots of knowledge on how to safe a person when in trouble such as CPR and so on. I also have a practical every Thursday at Penawar. Some of activities that I involve in Red Crescent Society are OPKIM at KG Bunga Raya, Segamat. Our programmer is teach a resident in KG.Bunga Raya on how to safe their family or friends. A lot of activities that I think interesting such as Sukaneka, pantomime, gotong-royong and also we invited Ustaz Kamarulzaman to give a talk about Gaza in Palestine. My final for this subject is around the corner; at April 11 and this is a last semester for me in this curriculum. I hope I will get A for this subject.

1 week left for the real final. My first paper is on 21^st of April that is CITU 241 paper at 9a.m. - 11 a.m. On April 24^th is BELL 311 papers at 2.45p.m. – 5.45p.m. On 28^th of April is ECO 211 at 2.15p.m. – 5.15p.m. On 4^th of March is my QMT 216 at 2.15p.m. – 5.15p.m. And my last paper on 8^th of March is my MGT 269 paper at 2.45p.m. – 4.45p.m. I hope I will achieve my goal!! Pray for my success and also we pray for our success. To all my lecturers, Sir Izuan, Sir Ahmad Kamil, Madam Zuraidah, Ustaz Kamarulzaman, Lim laoshi, Miss Zarina and Dr. Halim thanks for everything and halalkan apa yang diajar sepanjang sem ini. To my beloved friends Aina and Fara thanks for being a good friend and thanks for all your support and to my entire classmate thanks you so much even this is the first time I change my class but frankly I really enjoy with all of you. Best of luck for your final. Together we pray for our success. CHAIYOK2!!! =)

my first album: I'll Loving You Long Time

My first album is “I'll Loving You Long Time." My concept is ballade and I like this concept because it is a soft and sentimental song. This song also is about L.O.V.E. I really hope you will enjoy my song. My tract list are:

· BETTER IN TIME
· MY ALL
· LUCKY
· T-SHIRT
· BYE-BYE
· ANGEL
· LOVE STORY
· I LOVE YOU
· ALL I NEED
· BE WITHOUT YOU

· BETTER IN TIME
It’s been the longest winter without her boyfriend and she didn’t know where to turn to. See somehow she can’t forget her boyfriend after all that been through. It’s going to hurt when it heals. She really loves her boyfriend and smiles all the time. But that’s the past and her know that time will heal it.

· MY ALL
She’s thinking about someone. In her sleepless solitude tonight, she says “if it’s wrong to love you, then my heart just won’t let me be right because I’ve drowned in you and I won’t pull through without you by my side.” Actually she can’t live without a person that she loves.

· LUCKY
She so lucky because she a star and famous person. But deep in her heart she so lonely. Everyday she cries and cries. No one else can’t understand what her feeling right now and what actually she wants.

· T-SHIRT
Actually this song is about a girl that misses her boy when her boy is far away. This is a teenager love story. When she misses her boy she will dress up a t-shirt.

· BYE-BYE
This song about the people who lost somebody especially the guy that his or her really close. This song is dedicated to a sadness person.

· ANGEL
This song is about Romeo and Juliet. Their families can’t divide them. Like the tallest mountain or the widest sea, nothing’s big enough to hide them. When they make love, it’s overwhelming. The Romeo just tough the heavens and say’s you are an angel.

· LOVE STORY
This song is about a princess that was naïve. She had so many dreams about herself and her prince. She hopes for happy ending.

· I LOVE YOU
This song is about a love. I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you. I should made my move when you looked in my eyes because by now I know that you feels the way that I do and I whisper these words “I love you” as you lie by my side.

· ALL I NEED
This song is about a person that they need is the air that breathe and a place for rest their head. It is more than release their tension with crowded life.

·BE WITHOUT YOU
Yes! My love is only your love. I always stay good or bad, right or wrong. Now if you are down on love or don’t believe our love than I will return back your love.

14th MARCH 2008, 3.00 A.M.

The date of 14th March 2008 is always in my mind. If I am alone, I will think about that. Even through it is almost 1 year ago, but it is still fresh in my mind and I will never forget about that.

Do you believe that ghost is existing???? If you ask me than I will say yes, yes and yes!!! Why I say like that because it is happen on me. I stay at Mutiara college and it is an old college which I think when UiTM Segamat is opened, my college is one of the colleges that open same age with Uitm Segamat. I also heard a lot of ghost story in my college. I just heard it without said nothing. I just keep silent but deep in my heart I am so scared. I wish that it could not happen to me but all my expectation is wrong.

Last two semesters, when final exam is coming almost every day I stay up until 4 a.m. or 5 a.m. This is because I want to focus on my study and I think I comfort when stay up at night because it is silent time. This horror incident happens at 14th March 2008 at 3 am and it happens to me!!!

I slept at 8pm and by 10pm I’ll woke up to study. At that night I feel so weird. I don’t know why maybe it just my feeling because today my friend did not stay up together with me because she did not have any paper. As usual I’ll study in front of my windows because my table studies in front of the windows. I started study at 12 a.m. and break at 1.30 a.m. By 2 a.m. I continued my study. At that time all my roommates already sleep. I still remember I do my Marketing revision and do some past semester paper. When I study suddenly I heard voice that sings a song. I am so weird because it almost 3 a.m. and I don’t think so there are any people who sing a song. At first I just ignore because it maybe my feeling. But suddenly I heard that voice clearly. Oh god!!! Who sing a song at 3 am??? Than I try to dare to open the windows and guess what I see a big thing that very scary with a long hair and it is very ugly. That thing smile to me! Oh god I can’t believe it!!! Am I dreaming??? I slap my face how many times and it still appears in front of me. I quickly close the curtain and run to my roommate’s bed and sleep beside her.

In the morning, I feel so sick. My roommate, Ika shock because I sleep beside her and grasp her hand very tight for a long night. She asks me how many time what happen to me last night but I just keep my silent. Actually I really scare to story the bad thing that happens to me last night. Ika send me to Penawar and doctor tells us that I am a bad fever… I sick almost 1 week.

From that incident, I never sleep over 12 a.m. I will sleep before 12 a.m. if I have a lot of work or assignments to do I will ask my roommate to accompany me and stay up together with me. Every night when I remember that horror night I feel so scare. I pray to God that it will not happen to me anymore. Until now my roommates did not know what happen to me that night….

Mr. Right

Acts of Love

I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,

or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:

I love you as one loves certain obscure things,

secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries

the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,

and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose

from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,

I love you directly without problems or pride:

I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,

except in this form in which I am not nor are you,

so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,

so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

Polite: I want my partner to be polite with my family, my friends and me. It is very important so that he will respect me.

Educated: Nowadays, education or brilliant is very important. My partner must be much better than me. It is because if he is good in study, he will guide me.

Responsibility: My partner should take care of me. He should protect me in many ways. So I’ll safe beside his.

Lover: My partner should love me more than I do. This is because if he loves me, he will do anything and will always care about me. He will never betray me.

Good listener: I want my partner be a very good listener. If I got a problem, he always beside me. Give some advice and calm me.

Patient: He must be patient with my behavior and my attitude. Sometimes I am very bad mood and feel like want to scold him. Sometimes I want to cry with any reason. I have many feelings especially when I in period time.

Friendly: He must be friendly with my family and my friends. My family and my friends are very important for me. Without them, my life is empty. So when he closes to my family and my friends, automatically he actually close with me in silence way.

Loyalty: I think loyalty is very important in the relationship. I really hate a person who are hypocrite, a person who pretend to have moral standards or act like he is good but he do not actually have.

Talkative: Actually I am not a talkative person. So I want my partner be opposite than me. So my relationship with my partner will be cheerful with his talker and his laughter.

Happy: I want my partner always make me happy. I wish that it could be so sweet when he makes me happy all the time. No more tears……

MY CRAZY ROOMMATE =)

My first impression when I came to this room (college Mutiara at room 241) I am so afraid I got a hot temper and snobbish roommate. I think many bad think about my roommate till I can’t sleep. My roommate has same age with me and another two are my senior. There are Kak Azie, Kak Fae and Ika. I have a lot of story I wanna share with all of you about my roommate since I am Part one till now I am here in Part three.

First is my leader or master mind in this room. Nur Hazirah bte Seth as know as Kak Azie. She is now in a last semester taking diploma in Analysis Investment. She is my bunk bed sister for the 3 semester. Kak Azie is really soft spoken person. She such as my mum that really care about me and other roommate. Sometimes I feel so sad because this is the last semester and I think after this Kak fae will bully me. (Kak Fae is one of my roommates too). But I think she didn’t like me too much. My deep heart always said like that. Maybe I came from JB and she thinks my life is too social. Actually she is from Batu Pahat. Sometimes I feel so sad because people always think negative about me even though I do nothing to them and I really don’t know what they want to me. I hear that she talk too much about me to her friends and also to my roommate. I hope and wish that 1 day she will changes her mind and thinks positive because I am not a perfect person. I hope if she didn’t like me just straight to the point don’t say behind of me. If I am wrong I’ll change it. I love her like my sister and I hope we can happy just like before.

Next is Nur Faezah bte Muhammed Noh as know as Kak fae. She is now in a part 5 taking diploma in Banking. She from Kota Tinggi, Johore. She is a commander in JPA at UiTM. At first I think she is a hot temper person because of her title of commander but I am totally wrong. Actually she is a crazy and always makes trouble at this room. She is sense of humour person. She has her very own brand of humour. She loves make us laugh with her silly joke. If I am out of mood or in a bad mood I can laugh automatically when she make a silly joke.

Lastly is Nurul Atiqah bte Ismail as know as Ika or Titi. She is a same age with me and now in part 2 taking diploma in Analysis Investment. Came from Batu Pahat and I think she is a typical Batu Pahat because of Jawa dialect. Sometimes I feel funny because of that slang and now I know a bit of dialect in Jawa. Heheh. She is also sense of humour person. She always makes me laugh and keep us happy all the time. She is a kind person. I can share anything or any problems with her. When I am in trouble she will try to solve it and always beside me.

That all about my roommate and I really love both all of them. I hope that we will friends forever no matter what. To Kak Azie, Good Luck for the last semester in Uitm. Wish you success in your future life. To Kak Fae and Ika stay cool and always be carzy. Hope to see you guy in the next semester.